How can I pay the bills? What if the kids find out? Where has our life gone? How can I cope with all of this?
I felt this way - and SAD and ANGRY too - but when I got to go regularly to Al-Anon Meetings, I began to learn some useful things about living with an alcohol abuser. For instance:
- LEARNING TO LIVE ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Not to worry about tomorrow, next week, or the future. I learned to accept the situation, do what I could today to survive, and let tomorrow look after itself tomorrow.
This is a big secret to living a less stressful, more enjoyable life for everyone. - LEARNING TO ACCEPT THE SITUATION
I learned to face the reality of the drinking - and that I could do nothing to stop it. I did not cause it. Facing up and thinking about what I could do helped reduce some more anxiety. - LEARNING WHAT I COULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT
And what I COULD NOT do anything about - I could not stop the drinking. I could not stop the awful situations that arose. But I COULD do something about looking after ME. I could not help my drinker, but I COULD HELP MYSELF. - LEARNING TO STOP MY MIND RACING
Our minds tend to be very active in presenting all sorts of problems to us, especially at night when we are trying to sleep.
I learned, when I could not stop the bad thoughts racing around my head, to distract my mind in one of several ways:Repeating the SERENITY PRAYER or the LORD"S PRAYER over and over again
Starting with letter 'A', trying to name some GOOD THING that I was thankful for
Concentrating on my breathing - IN and OUT slowly - LEARNING TO STAY IN THE PRESENT TIME
"Yesterday is gone, and tomorrow is a mystery. All I have is today, this minute, I can do nothing about what happened yesterday, and I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. All I can do in live NOW, this minute, today.
Another big secret to a serene life.
It just saps your energy. And can lead to depression.
My best thoughts are for you, who read these posts. God Bless you!
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